Do you have anything that you love to do, i.e. a hobby or something that you want to do? I would try to use your energy to focus on that, which can serve as a good distraction from the other problems in life, and, with some income, can help you become independent.
You could run a windows vm on linux :)
I wonder if they included Mastodon in their “competitor list”.
Capitalism! in the modern area with a tad more complexity.
Rather than block lists, just subscribe to the lemmy communities that interest you and don’t subscribe to political/news communities. Then view lemmy through the “subscribed” feed rather than the “all” feed - no political posts - problem solved.
Maybe because the people in the Modi government have family and/or friends in the Gujarat province?
Dependent on your member state, look for websites such as this one: https://www.opferschutzportal.nrw/beratungsstellen