zea@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoAsklemmy@lemmy.ml•What's the most evil hellish thing you've experienced firsthand in life?
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10 months agoI started HRT recently and it feels life changing.
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I started HRT recently and it feels life changing.
Depression and gender dysphoria. It’s not very dramatic nor fast-acting, it just ate away at me for a decade until I was sure I wasn’t gonna survive the next few years.
The fear of death doesn’t go away, it just starts to seem like the least terrible option. And it’s one thing when you get those impulses to do it, but it’s even scarier when you feel calm and levelheaded and still feel you should do it.
The whole world was counting on you, PizzaFacia, you let us all down!